Too many people I don’t want involved in my life know this one. I’ve followed blogs again on my new one that I do like, probably forgot a few, but nevermind. 

I read him saying he could of missed me but because I’d called him names, and got my mum involved he won’t. That’s the first thing that I’ve read that’s bothered me enough to say something, and I wanted to explain why I did it to him. We don’t talk though, so I didn’t actually want to talk to him to say what I thought about that, so I jumped on the band wagon of the other anons, because that was my final thing to say to him, and I want to get over it and not talk to him anymore. Obviously I’m not great at the whole anon thing, or I’d remember to press the button. And saying that, I am leaving tumblr for a while now, sick of accusations and other people getting involved, yes I sent that last message, because I wanted him to know why I did it and to leave him with that, no I did not send the others, anything else I’ve had to say, I’ve said it to him, or talked to friends 

Anonymous asked: You do realise its incredibly obvious you're sending the messages to Tom and the anons you get to yourself? No one cares enough to get as involved as you're making your anons out to be..

ahah sure. I have alot better things to do with my life. Since it all kicking off, I’ve said everything I’ve had to say to tom to him. Anything I’ve still had to say, I’ve talked to close friends about it, I’ve had a lot of people there for me who have cared, and have talked to me about stuff, I don’t have to be pathetic and post things to him and myself. Alot of people know what I’ve been thinking about it all, it could be anyone. Like I’ve said to people, I’m just keeping myself busy and trying to take my mind off of it all, hardly gonna be petty and send messages like that. I’m not going to get answers from tom, and I’m not going to talk to him anymore unless he wants to talk about everything that’s happened, but I’m accepting of the fact that’s probably never going to happen, so I’m not going to bug him in a pathetic way for that to happen. Plenty of people have known us for a long time and either care for both our happiness, or are just nosy. Plenty of people who I haven’t talked to in months have popped up wanting to know everything and get involved, it happens, get over yourself and leave me alone to keep my self busy and forget all of this. 

Mmmmm yes. 

Anonymous asked: You'd think being so confused in his head, having some part of him wanting you, not knowing what he wants with olivia, he'd have space to himself and not go see her. Surely he know's if he ever wants you back, meeting with her's gonna make it so you wont do that?

No one knows what the fucks going through his head, not even him. so stop getting involved and leave him to it. Yes if he ever does decide he wants me back, doubt I’ll ever do it, yes if he’s not sure about me, he shouldn’t go see olivia and fuck things up further, but he doesn’t think like that, and that’s his mistakes in life. 

Anonymous asked: He's meeting up with her tonight. Probably more kisses for them both. How much does that hurt?

That’s his mistake. He has no one else there to replace how I was there for him. I could do the same to pretend I’m alright, and not feeling lonely, but I’m not that dumb, I don’t use people like that to get over someone or ignore how I’m feeling. Him that’ll hurt in the long run, so can’t say I’m hurt, so stop trying to hurt me. 

Anonymous asked: Kirsty duck he can say you'd split up and doesn't care all he wants, but we know he lied about it to you and was wanting to sort things out with you. He's a mixed up boy. Don't let it get you down.

I’m not interested at what he’s saying any more. I know he’s mixed up, that’s his to live with and deal with. If he regrets it, he can talk to me about it so I can have answers. Not tit for tat between anons. Thank you though.